I know I don't have that many yet, but they get lost in between all the other stuff that I post so, here it is:

Imaginary
Ryan/OFC, Ryan/Brendon; PG for now, will probably get higher; Ryan's little sister does not like her brother's new girlfriend. At. All.
/1//2//3/

All I Want For Christmas Is A Blue Power Ranger You
baby!Ryan/Brendon; G; Brendon's wishlist to Santa.
christmas gift for redorchids 
here

Guilty Pleasure
Gabe/William; NC-17; William has a problem with the zebra pants Gabe is wearing.
here

Fireflies
Mikey Way/Jepha Howard; NC-17; Mikey goes to summer camp.
here

Happy New Year (sequel to Fireflies)
Mikey Way/Jepha Howard; NC-17; Setting: The Way's New Year's party. Mikey's mood: Not happy.
here

Valentine's Day Is A Stupid Commercial Holiday, Only Existing So People Would Spend Money On Cheesy, Overpriced Gifts, But It Still Sucks When You Have To Spend It Alone
Ryan/Brendon; PG-13; The one where Spencer and Jon are awesome boyfriends, Ryan hates Valentine's Day and Brendon is, well... Brendon.
here

Untitled Frerad Christmas Ficlet
Frank/Gerard; R
here

the new song

i really like it. it may not be anything groundbreakingly new or original, but i like it. yup.

all the ryan haters who seem to have ryan all figured out (copied from an email sent to emmyatthedisco )

i think it's just, all of these people have this idea of ryan trying to make it big with this new band and trying to reach panic status again but like with as he says better music. and like, firstly, he's never said that tyv are better than patd or that their new stuff better than their old cd's. he said that this music suits him and jon more than the old stuff did. he also didn't say that the old stuff is shit, but that they're different now, so they like different things. he's not claiming to be better than spencer and brendon, just that all of this is better for him. secondly, i don't think ryan wants to be panic famous again. i really don't think he's gonna care if they get signed by a unknown label and just play clubs for the rest of his life, as long as he actually gets to play what he wants. and thirdly, just because he doesn't tweet pete and bden and spence or there aren't any pictures of them togheter, that doesn't mean they don't talk at all and are suddenly mortal enemies. all of this is just people 1. not being able to see things objectively, 2. people interpreting things in a way that wasn't actually meant and 3. having this insane image that someone recording an album and wanting to play shows automaticaly means they're trying to get famous. obviously no one makes music just for the sake of making music anymore.
he doesn't want to be better than patd, he's not trying to be the next beatles, he's not claiming he made anything new and revolutional, he's just doing what he loves and feels right for him. people need to get off his fucking case already.

this is what i think, feel free to share your thoughts on the matter.

afterxbirth's Halloween party:

annamaheba dressed as a very fake witch-doctor complete with a collection of shrunken skulls.
antipholus_ didn't dress up, spoilsport.
behindskylines dressed as a Level 1 fighter.
bibi_bloom dressed as Dwight Eisenhower.
brainwentbink dressed as Nosferatu the Supreme Vampire.
camp_fbn dressed as Jennifer Lopez, though it looked more like something iced, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
chavxwhore dressed as a character from "The Big Lebowski".
chemical_stripe dressed as legendary space hero Blast Hardback, though it looked more like the love child of Regis Philbin and Chandra Levy.
dametokillfor dressed as Zorak, and it suited them disturbingly well.
desperatelyreal dressed as Milla Jovovich - tarred and feathered.
emmyatthedisco dressed as a mummy.
fiction_on_fire dressed as a 1970's disco child.
fidelian dressed as Marie Antoinette going to her death.
gypsycaravan dressed as Captain Picard from "Star Trek", though it looked more like a recurring goblin.
himmerethwen dressed as a pirate.
jacqui_hw dressed as Elizabeth Regina on steroids and roller skates.
jasmina22 dressed as a linebacker for the Cowboys.
jessobsess dressed as a bottle of Diaapax.
justthismorning dressed as the Governor of Tennessee.
karluvmost dressed as a elk.
katievengeancex dressed as the Cardinal of SherylVillage.
lellaxleila dressed as Sigfried in need of testosterone, and it suited them all too well.
leo_draconis dressed as Jack the Ripper in a time machine, complete with gory knives.
lives_back_home dressed as Jessica Simpson.
lostloekie dressed as Gerald Ford.
loud_an_clear dressed as the Earl of Exeide.
maskitheclown dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
memories_1234 dressed as Madonna riding a moose.
moony_21 dressed as Josephine Baker but the banana "skirt" didn't survive the night.
muffin_anarchy dressed as Liv Tyler's mother.
mystic_tear dressed as Hugh Grant, though it looked more like Mark McGwire - tarred and feathered.
neontoitsknees dressed as a monster from a Resident Evil game.
nightehfaice dressed as a Angelo Harle UtilitiesCorp. employee.
not0_fuckin_kay dressed as Natalie Portman.
notaxbarbiedoll dressed as the Vicomte des Boules-Velues.
pakhit0125 dressed as Pavlova the ballerina -- dancing on point too.
playful_lips dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Dinky Girdlefanny".
prettyodd_me dressed as Helga the wisewoman, although the live snake was a mistake.
redorchids dressed as a software engineering superintendent.
reinvent_love77 dressed as Sybil - except that Sybil didn't show but the other 38 personalities did, though it looked more like a ghost.
reni_days dressed as Optimus Prime.
rroawr dressed as blues legend Yella Foot Brown, though it looked more like Moltar.
rydenmuffins didn't dress up, spoilsport.
shellxfobxfan dressed as Heidi Klum.
slashprincess88 dressed as Guy Fawkes but the exploding barrel of dynamite didn't go down too well.
smallacts dressed as Camilla Parker-Bowles when she becomes Queen.
spazzyfic dressed as Mary Queen of Scots ... without her head. Most convincing.
spindlelimbs didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
stayxwithxme394 didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
stereotypeloser dressed as Ivan the Terrible of Russia.
the_randomist dressed as Obi-Wan Kenobi.
whatwhatwoot dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Deborah.
writing_pumpkin dressed as something dead, but what, specifically, you can't tell.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
Created by sigma7: More info here.

so i'm pretty sure some of you have seen this already, but just in case you haven't:



best song ever XD

EDIT: omg, you need to go check out the rest of his videos too. he as a pete/patrick and frank/gerard song as well!

I GOT MARRIEDD!!

i asked emmyatthedisco to marry me via marry_a_ljuser  and she said yes!

wedding party's over here emmyatthedisco.livejournal.com/100662.html (sorry ugly link, can't be bothered now) if anyone wants to come celebrate with us and bring gifts :D.

dear panic at the disco, the young veins & associated friends,

you have made my shitty day a thousand times better just by existing. never stop being awesome, please and thank you.


also, happy birthday ryan ross! have some cake!:D

from loud_an_clear 

01✖ Your Name:
02✖ Age:
03✖ Gender:
04✖ Favourite Film:
05✖ Favourite Song or Album:
06✖ Favourite Band/Artist:
07✖ Dirty or Clean:
08✖ Tattoos and/or Piercings:
09✖ Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10✖ What's your philosophy on life?
11✖ Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12✖ Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13✖ What is your favourite memory of us?
14✖ What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15✖ Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16✖ You can have three wishes (for yourself)
17✖ Can we get together and make a cake?
18✖ Which country is your spiritual home?
19✖ What is your big weakness?
20✖ Do you think I'm a good person?
21✖ What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22✖ Describe your accent:
23✖ If you could change anything about me, would you?
24✖ What do you wear to sleep?
25✖ Trousers or skirts?
26✖ Cigarettes or alcohol?
27✖ If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28✖ Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

i just finished reading this fic, and omg.

http://beingothrwrldly.livejournal.com/603088.html (ugly link cause it's late and i need to go to bed like 2 hours ago)

this fic. is. just. <3333. i am completely speechless about how awesome this is.
it's ryan/jon transgender fic, with ryan changing from male to female and just. <33333333!!!!
i dunno if that's your thing or not, but it's just, amazing and i needed to share it with you guys. even if it's not a thing you generally like to read about, it's adorable and just, jon is sosososo cute in it and ryan and just, guh. give it a chance, really. i guarantee you won't regret it.

so like. a few moths back we were told that in order to pass first year and enrole into the second you had to pass all of the obligatory exams and an elective in each of the programmes (i study translating interpreting english and german and those are seperate programes or howerver you wanna call them). and i passed both of my electives for english (big surprise there) and none of my german ones yet. and those are what worry me the most, not the 3 obligatory ones i have left, because these 'electives' (i say 'electives' because we didn't get to choose them, we had options at first, but they could't find professors in time so we were all stuck having the same ones) are international organisations and basics of corporate law. and like. dude. any kind of law? so not my thing, jesus. and the international organisations one should have been easy, only i've taken the exam 3 times already and still don't know what i'm doing wrong. (just fyi, the english electives were intro to drama in theatre and reading literature and other texts in english. easiest 10's (A's) i've ever made.)

and well, now. after weeks of worrying and being nervous and studying, i find on the internet that apparently you don't even need electives to get into second year. i'm going to go check tomorrow, cause i have the international organisations exam at 10 and what the hell, i studied for it so i'm taking it. but if it is true... that's... partially a good thing because i'm still not convinced that i'll pass the exam tomorrow, but fuck, COULDN'T YOU HAVE TOLD ME THIS EARLIER?!?!?!?!

1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you will ask them five questions.

stolen from loud_an_clear


1. If you were in a band, would you want to play bigass arenas or 100-person clubs for most of your shows?
That's a tough one, cause I can see both being awesome, but I have to say bigass arenas. Because if I were in a band I would be singing. And it would be a badass feeling to have that many people be tere just to see us and sing/yell back at me.

2. (Ignoring all preexisting relationships here) Matt Heafy, Synyster Gates, and Jon Walker all propose to you at the same time. Whose hand do you take?
Duuuudeee, no faiiiirrrrrr. That is like... >.<. But okay, if they all asked to marry me, I would say yes to Matt Heafy. They're all hot as hell and seem like awesome people, but Matt is in a metal band with Paolo who does techno as a side project and he likes Katy Perry and Lady Gaga. He's the only one who I would't fight over my strange musical tastes with.

3. When was the last concert you went to, and who did you see?
Hm... I'm pretty sure te last one was a local band I. vs I (they're about 18 and make really awesome metal) and that was in... June. Man I need to get out more.

4. Wings or gills?
Wings. I've always wanted to be able to fly :D.

5. What does your curret haircut look like?
It's long, way past my shoulders,and layered. The dark brown I haid it dyed to about 2 months ago has washed out completely, so it's now plain brown with gold-blondish streaks. Come september I'm going back to black. XD

(i know i still have responses to that meme i did a few days ago to post, i will do that tomorrow!)